Love and other drugs you should avoid

Love..........
What does it mean? In modern times it seems to mean anything from describing your thoughts on the person you met at the bar a couple of hours before and had a bit of a laugh with which caused you to consume far to much alcohol. I'm going to jump in and say this is NOT the meaning I will ever place on this beyond important word.

Is love a feeling? Is is it simply an unexplained emotion that differs for every single creature? I feel it's important to specify creature because you would have to be beyond naive to think its limited to the human race.

What does love mean to me?
To me love is a state of being that combines emotions, well being and your heart beat. To me love is that feeling you get when you are just happy the other person exists and is in your life. Does this mean that if the person is there no more you love them any less? Of course not because then you can still love the entity and being that the other party has become. Does someone you love mean they make your life a better place to be? No. Does someone you love aim to make you happier? Alas also no.

In my head there is only one rule to do with love. Tell the person. I've fucked this up a few times and clearly haven't learnt. ALWAYS. TELL. THE. PERSON!!!! If it's not reciprocated then granted it isn't always easy but you have done the right thing and let the other person know. Don't fuck about. Just do it!! I'm going to kick myself for the rest of my life about it. You'll never know unless you put it out there.

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I don'think anybody will understand the inclusion of this video. It's from a night sat up watching the worst films we could find with two bottles of pimms and some bottles of wine.

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I don't really know what to say in this one.

Someone who held a VERY special place in my heart for the last 19 years or so died yesterday in her sleep. There would be no better way to go.

I have known people die in my family and also people I have known in the circle of my friends but with this one a piece of my heart has died with it. My biggest regret is not telling her how much I adored her before she passed away. I haven't cried over death before properly but with this I find my tears every time I stop keeping myself busy and think of her.

Love forever and always to you. My heart aches.

Always tell the one you love how you feel. ALWAYS.

This is one of those people I genuinely think I would give anything to have one more time with them but all the times I remember were really happy and had loads of laughing.

One of the most incredible people ever to walk this earth and a massive loss and step back to man kind.

I will honestly miss you.

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