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Wednesday, 6 November 2019

A little reflection

Wednesday the 6th November 2019. Return from work and continue drinking the bottle of Jack Daniels straight from the bottle. The drive home had me listening to some songs which which ultimately brought the return of the tears..... What's going on then?......

Changes at work whilst are very good and are taking the company in the right direction seem to have had a bit of a side effect that I am far from keen on and how it has pushed people to change. Not quite the door mat I have previously been but it seems that whilst some things change for the better some things just change their face and other things just remain the same. Surely it's  a case of aim at the positives and everything else will fall in to line. Sure, that's always been how it's worked in the past.......

The social flying ant that I have become is, for now, becoming more comfortable that I really want it to be. After someone challenged me on how things stand socially I have been digging deep in my head to try and think about how it is that things over the passed 8 years have actually affected me and the conclusion I have come to is simply that I am in my head socially worthless. By that I mean it is how I feel I am based on my old circle of "friends". Someone cant have worth if they are so eagerly dropped to cement their comfort. Has this only had (the clearly) negative effect that I convey? I don't think it has. It has opened my eyes as to how others are treated and how it could very easily affect them in the long term rather than the next five minutes. Not to say I was blind to it before but I'm thinking about it more than I have in the passed. I'm sure there are people that I could have effected in the same way however I think to myself that my opinion hasn't mattered enough to anyone to effect their lives in such a way and if I have and have hurt that person then I offer them a genuine apology with my cap in hand.

Things have been happening with my best friends children and there is a MASSIVE part of me that wants to get in touch with them and be blunt and say "Look, I'm here and will always help" however I am not seen like that by them and that is a real shame and breaks my heart a little bit. I can see sooo much of what I went through at their age in them and I don't feel like I can reach out to them because of who I am. I know that sounds odd but it's simply because they are growing up and becoming actual real people!! They have their circle of friends and have their support structure. They know I'm here but I'm not secondary let alone primary support for them. The most beautiful people fall by the side of the unabashed.

The drinking thing....... It's not an issue. It's simply an escape. I get that it's a dangerous tightrope to walk however I am not the sort of person to allow themselves to be guided or controlled by something they deem they need. The old and bad "lady" habit I had is dead. It seems odd saying that because I still actively look but now I just think there is no fucking way I am handing over my money, It's mine. I've got bills and shit to pay for!!

I think I'm settled on the belief that I am going to grow old and die alone. I don't see a way out of that anymore.

Short and sweet........

Now fuck off and live life like a rock star!!!!

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Sunday, 20 May 2018

From Russia with blood

The civilised world. We all like to think we are part of it but if we are honest with ourselves how many of us buy into inhumane because we don't have to see it or deal with the consequences?

The world cup is being held in Russia. Now I for one could not care any less about football if my life depended on it. Is there any other sport that generates the same sort of anger and "passion" that is brought out by 22 men running round a field after a balloon covered in animal skin? Being English I am meant to love the sport. I am meant to support my national team. I am meant to care! The England football team are, without question crap. When was the last time we got ANYWHERE on our own merits? It's always a case of getting through because someone else screwed it up rather than getting through on ability and talent.

 Despite that rant this is not about football. This is about Russia. This is about the country that actively shows a lack of respect for human life and treats women as second rate citizens and anybody that is anything other than vehemently heterosexual is savagely beaten often to the point of having their life permanently changed. THIS is the country that we are pouring millions into. THIS is the country that by pouring millions into and taking part in the idiots sport we are openly saying that we are willing to look past the brutality that goes on everyday. Wasn't it bad enough that winter Olympics were held there and millions was thrown away during that.

Did you know Russia has recently passed a law that means if you beat your female partner as long as she is not put in hospital you will get away with nothing but a fine. Is this the sort of country we want to champion? Do we really want to champion a country that is run by such a brutal regime? A country that has elections that if they are not rigged have all competitors to Putin removed from the running in various ways. It is clear that our government is to weak and pathetic to do anything about the atrocities that Russia has performed weather it is ruining an afternoon out at Zizi's or affecting an election that caused one of the worlds biggest trumpet fucking hair pieces to be in charge in America.

 By all the things like this that we overlook and don't stand up against we, you, are allowing these things to continue. If you aren't being vocal and questioning why we are condoning any international relationships with a country that shouts that all these things are acceptable then you are guilty of turning a blind eye to it. How would you feel if the country that you lived in allowed this sort of thing to openly continue.

We are all scared of imposing sanctions on Russia. We are all scared when it comes to standing up to the international bully.

International nonsense!!!!


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Thursday, 10 May 2018

Fitbit wankers (I love you)

Evening. It's been a while.......

Twitter. People post those Fitbit stats and with every one I used to see I would think "I couldn't give any less of a fuck if I tried". Telling the entire world that they have lost .5 of a lb or that they have managed to walk up a flight of stairs or they have walked 30 meters down to the local kebab shop. I wish they would all realise that most people just don't care. Then last week happened.........

I can't really remember what happened in my head but I imagine it probably involved blunt trauma. I bought one..... I bought a Fitbit ionic. I bought a Fitbit aria 2 to go with it.

Part of me saw it as nothing more than a gadget. Part of me saw it as finally showing a bit more willing and intent that I want to lose weight and become the monster I once was.
 It arrived. I downloaded the app and thought to myself that I hope this all works and gives me a kick right up the arse.
 Day 1: messed around with it
Day 2: messed around with it
Day 3: didn't even pick it up.....
Day 4: made sure it was charged and linked up to my phone. Put music on to it. Paired up the headphones I bought for it. Went for a walk!!!! Not the longest. Only 3.14 miles..... That's the first time I've actively done ANY exercise for about 12 years!!!! Spoke to  friend I was with that evening and he said it was really good what I had done. Me being me I kind of got a little bit blunt and bullish and said that his opinion and in fact nobody else's opinion mattered with these things and the only important opinion was how I felt myself about how I had done. I wasn't happy with how much I had done. Don't mistake that with not being happy with the fact I had done something but I know what I used to do and knew I could have done a lot more.
Day 5: Woke up..... for the first time in a long time I was not only determined to to continue the work I had started the day before but I actually WANTED to. I got up and ended up walking 4.95 miles and 10,704 steps. I got home and was tired. I had been sweating. I had a shower. I got out the shower and felt great about myself
Day 6: Today.... I ache. That didn't stop me. Today I did 5.86 miles and 11,037. I get home and I'm fucking knackered!!!!

I'm here to announce that I have joined the Fitbit wanker club. I am that wanker that wears his smart watch and keeps looking at it to see how many steps I have taken. I am that wanker who whilst walking home will take the longer route in order to increase the distance walked and step count. I am that wanker. I am Fitbit twat, hear me roar!!!!
 I care about the figures. I see them as targets. I want to do have higher stats than people I know (which I don't think will happen because the two women on my friends list are not only blowing me out the water but then throwing me back into the water with concrete boots on!! Those two women are monster of the fit.

Am I happy? Yes. Am I really pleased to be back in the fit better person mode? Damn bloody right I am.

If you have a Fitbit then add me. I want the community!! thefraggle@blueyonder.co.uk is the user account!!

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Saturday, 20 May 2017

"Mansplaining" YOU'RE THE FUCKING PROBLEM!!!

Right then.........

There is a phrase that is getting more and more traction these days. It's that term up there. You know the one. The one people LOVE to throw about when complaining about sexism.

Man-I'm unhappy with life-splaining

The only people who seem to use this word are people who spend a LOT of time complaining about sexism in the modern world but the issue is they seem COMPLETELY oblivious to the fact that using that newly created word is nothing more than them being part of the problem itself and being offensively sexist themselves.

I've been told in the last couple of days after pointing out how sexist this term is that women get it all the time and I need to grow up and how did it make me feel. Irony here being that SHE told ME to grow up when all I was doing was pointing out that they were being offencive. Does it make it alright to be offencive to strangers just because of how you have been treated in the past? No it doesn't. Now I will argue the point that either of the sexes being disrespectful to the other is wrong on all levels but does it make it right to them act the same way back to the apposing sex? If that is fair then why is it fair to then tar EVERY member of the opposition with the same brush?

If you think this is acceptable then YOU ARE THE BIGGEST PART OF THE PROBLEM!!!!

I am not sorry about this thought.

If the reverse was done and there was a term Womansplaining that suggested all women do something that is really fucking irritating REGARDLESS of who they do it to any man that used it would be deemed sexist and thrown to the dogs.

I'm not going to list them because what goes through my head when thinking of examples is deeply offencive to the point of not making it past my filter which is odd as I'll happily through the word cunt out there without thinking twice.

Just because a human, regardless of sex, is a patronising cunt doesn't mean you should put everyone of that gender in the same bracket. Can you honestly say that there are no patronising women? I know I've met a LOT of them. What word should we call them before the idiots who use the idiot word mansplaining start screaming that we are being arseholes?

Carry on being angry at the people who deserve your anger but don't generalise all males with this complete cunt of a word. We aren't all like that. We don't all treat women like shit. We don't all deserve the brush.

If you still think it's acceptable after thinking about these points then you really need to get the fuck out of my life. You are the problem. You ARE the one keeping the divide as broad as it is. Keep the crying and bitching going. It's what YOU will be remembered for after all the shity comments that should never have been made have been long forgotten.

I am NOT a misogynist. I love all people that are kind and thoughtful. The problem is not mine!

Sexist ignorant knuckle dragging fuck trumpet dickhead nonsense!!

F (No kiss. I'm fucked off)


On the video below, I'm sure the guy was being a twat but this is a wonderful point he has made and is VERY VERY valid!!


Friday, 21 April 2017

Politics and ting...... (serious blog warning)

Right then....... Where do I start with this one?......

I live in the UK. Out current prime minister has announced a snap election. There are three reasons why this has been done and in my opinion they are three really good reasons to tell Theresa May to fuck off.

Just a bit of a sidestep to clarify, I have no strong feelings either way and have nothing against May.

This election has been called and the way I see it there are three strong reasons why it has been called at this point in time......


* People keep saying she is not (and rightly so) our elected leader.

* She and her advisers are very aware that all other parties are, at the moment, an unbridled shower or cluster fucks and they couldn't put forwards a viable fight because most of the opposition are busy fighting each other or are simply not able to propose a plausible alternative.

* Theresa and her advisers do not want the responsibility or weight on their shoulders that will pushed on them with the forthcoming exit from Europe.


Now maybe I am a complete arsehole and when I say maybe I'll let my junior/apprentice at work answer that, but I don't think any of those points are a good enough reason to hit the default and allow her to continue in her current position. On that note though, and touched on in my points, there is no other party that could realistically give a valid reason as to why they should run the country. Now then, don't get me wrong, I don't have a huge issue with May continuing with this job however I don't feel it's right to allow someone to continue in a job just because there is no better choice. On the other hand, the general public have shown a few times in the last year that we are fucking terrible when it comes to voting for the best end result. Brexit the country did NOT vote to leave the European Union. The country voted for a change and took the most extreme possible option. The only time in my opinion that the public has voted and it hasn't been a knee jerk reaction was Scottish independence. I'm glad we are still unified but Brexit has just given more ammo to force the final step of England being an island of solitude.

I think the only party that will benefit from this election is UKIP. They really are the only party to have triumphed in any of the last votes be it Brexit or general. Do we want UKIP running the country? Do we fuck!! I don't think people actually put any thought into what life would be like it UKIP were making the choices about our lives.

Labour? Again, no. If people put the effort in and look at history they will tend to see that the cost of living goes up at a sharper angle when they are in charge plus if you factor in that the party cant even run itself at the moment let alone run the country.

Conservatives? Simply by default they will win. I would put money on this. The will only win because other options are much much shitter.

SNP? Don't be fucking silly

Lib Dem? Would you seriously vote for a party that has the weakest stand of anyone else? Do people ever actually question what they stand for? In my opinion they should, as the name suggests, be the best option. The party that acts on the majorities wants and needs. Nobody will really vote for them. They have as far as I can see never been a realistic vote.

The green party? I'll vote for them right after the SNP

Plaid Cymru? Who?

Northen Ireland Party? If this is the best name they could think of then I think we're fucked if they get in.


I'm willing to beg you all. Rather than voting for the default as hundreds of thousands will please please please spend at least twenty minutes reading up on each party and what has happened in history when each of them has had any power. Remember history will always repeat itself. A leopard will never change it's spots and many other shity little phrases.

Think before you vote. Vote for what's best for your future. DO NOT vote for what seems to be the easiest option.

Please think

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Friday, 14 April 2017

Easter (Jesus was in a crack den)



Right then...... Easter......... Good Friday........ Knock one off Monday (It's just a bank holiday but you have to find something to do with your day off)

Once upon a time there was this group of probably men sitting round and thought they would write what can only be regarded as one of the most successful stories of all time, it's even more successful that Lord of the rings and those films are about 87.3 hours long!!!

 There's some bloke. His mum was a bit of a shit talker, "Of course I haven't been riding anyone else Joseph bae" and his dad was a massive mug "Course you ain't been wiv anyone else lover and we haven't had sex but you're pregnant. Were you wearing my pants again?"..........

A quick side note, isn't it fairly bad for the baby if a pregnant woman rides a donkey bare back *snigger* over shitty mountain paths? I don't think there were any finished roads back then.

..........anyway, I digress. Pretty soon after Mary had been no doubt chasing the dragon she sees an "angel" (she must have been smacked out of her face).
 "Mary babe, tell the mug of a husband that your child is the son of god"

Anyway, she rides the donkey *snigger*, he is to cheap to pay for a hotel. She squats and drops in the barn (literal shit all over the floor) and three men turn up, I think they were probably social services but they told people that they were three kings/wise men (there is nothing wise about telling everyone you are a king just so you can watch a woman give birth) and everyone is happy. Years down the line Jesus is growing up and telling people I'm the son of god so you should be peaceful when I tell you to be (if you did that at either of my schools you would get beaten up)

Eventually the army think to themselves "this guy is a fucking nutter but we cant lock him up. Let's kill him!"

They find a guy that's happy to grass him up and they put him on the cross.

It's a little known fact that when people used to get crucified the thing that would kill you was not the being nailed to the cross but you would either get disemboweled to speed things up or your lungs would collapse. If you have your arms out at a right angle for long enough (a few hours) your lungs will give in because of the form of your body, FACT, look it up!" It's along the same lines of people thinking that you suffocated whilst being hung. That's not how you die. Because of the distance you drop if snaps your neck which fucks up one of the tricks that used to be done where the person to be hung would secrete a tub into their neck so that the airway doesn't close but you then have to think about the whole issue of cutting the bloody flow off to the brain.

Anyway....... I digress......

Jesus is dead. I suspect that in those days he would just have been burned but that doesn't sound as impressive. People are told he is buried in this cave. What I think happened then is some grave robbing bastards thought it would be funny to pinch the body. They opened the cave and what a fucking surprise, he wasn't there. I think they then went off and said "YEAH HE ROSE AGAIN, ONLY WE SAW HIM BUT NOW HE HAS FUCKED OFF FOR GOOD" Basically they were lying fuck nuggets.

What we are basically celebrating at this time of year is a botched execution and grave robbing liars. Enjoy your chocolate you bastards!!

Peace and love

Enough nonsense

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Monday, 3 April 2017

The micropenis effect

Right then.......... Men........
There are a couple of people that I currently know from various dungeons and x rated hardcore pornographic expos that have spoken about men. They've said things that, in my mind, are not about real MEN but are about insecure idiots. This blog is not and I repeat NOT based directly on anyone or anything.

The sort of man that stalks a woman and finds them and enters their personal space in their life uninvited is a super special kind of idiot. I can't see one thing that makes it OK to invade someones private life without being invited. it stops at that. there is nothing else to say on it. It's simply wrong. Don't do it. If you think it's OK to do that then you are a dick!


The sort of man that controls a woman and her social life.

"Yeah but you cant go out or socialise with your friends because I have decided it's my turn to go out again this weekend despite going out every other weekend"

Seriously, what sort of supersonic cunt would do this to someone that is meant to be their partner? How much of a fuck nugget do you have to be to not only do this but not see that it is clearly a form of oppression and bullying regardless of you thinking it is or not.


The sort of man who uses the term "birds" or any other derogatory term. These men are another special kind of arsehole. These are the sort of cretins that no doubt are also very homophobic and have to speak like this because they need to get rid of any risk there might be that someone could think the love the cock.


There are many different variations of the above idiots but no matter what stage they are at be it not liking your frankly BETTER half speaking to other men or denying them as much free time as you allocate yourself, if you do any of the above then you are a cunt. Respect women for what they are. In my head there should be no cause for a male and female divide. We should, simply be two halves of one entity. A partnership. It's not about you and them. It's about us.
 Most men are dickheads and don't deserve to have any happiness in a relationship.

The only thing worse than any of the above is any male or female that hits their partner. Those people don't deserve to be written about. Those people deserve to be in prison or put to death. There is no movement from that in my eyes.

Enough nonsense!!

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